YSunday, June 08, 2008
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YWednesday, June 04, 2008
sometimes the smallest things tell everything.
you think that your best friend(s) is everything.
ppl drift away from you like crazy,
and when they have nothing, they come back to you saying that your the truest friend ever.
like, duhh you'll say that. cause im always there when u have no one.
but when everything's back to norm, you dont give a shit.
im sick & tired of all these crap.
im sick and tired of tolerating ppl's shit and making myself so miserable.
ive decided to let go.
ive realised these are the ppl that are pulling me down.
dosen it make sense? your happy - you forget me, your sad - you come to me.
and i stupidly was there for you guys even though i knew it was wrong & stupid.
now ive learnt, not to be used.
goodbye past. im starting anew.
today was awesome.
aft 12pm i mean, cause i has sch n all. HAHA.
my bday is today! yes, th actual day. :) woke up to lovely many many text messages on my phone! thanks yall.
met jo aft sch for some job interview thing, we're trying out this sat.
den went to vivo, ate subway. talked abt sad stuff. - earthquake, cyclone.
we just dont know how lucky we are until we sit dwn and actually think.
den met mom n sis, supposed to watch speed racer, but no tiks. LOL.
so we walked arnd, bought some organic stuff for my face n body.
its made from the dead sea in israel! damn ex mann th stuff.
jo bought some too.
den we walked arnd awhile more and went to bakerz inn to eat.
had cakes and macaroons & coffee. talked and all.
sat for quite awhile.
left, jox met leonx. haha.
den dad joined me mom n sis.
shopped awhile, had dinner at a french restaurant (fre(N)ch) or smth its called.
LOL. food = yummmmyyyyyy.
yupp, good food makes me happy.
now its time to workout! hahahaha.
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YTuesday, June 03, 2008
today was a super day!
woke up early and met janet first aft she finished settling some work stuff.
jess & jojo went to jojo's sch. with their mom .
i tell you that bloody teacher the principal are horrible.
WATCH OUT WHITLEY SEC'S PRINCIPAL & THAT BLOODY RUDE TEACHER. We are all gg to write in to MOE.
YOU WATCH OUT. so unprofessional? like, are they even qualified?
so disappointed in singapore's teacher's & principals! they're getting so irresponsible! so urgh.
anw, coming bck to today.
we had lunch and headed dwn to city hall to meet jess & jo.
we were in town btw.
so we shopped like crazy. we literally shopped from 11 -10 today.
omg. hahaa. damn fun.
i bought 2 tops, jeans & slip-ons. having a makeover yo.
so taking my time.
am thinking of shifting blog. hmmm. when i have time i guess.
bel met us arnd 12 i think? but she left at 4, wasnt in her best of mood today.
and we ate like freakin pigs today.
we ate at raffles city mos burger, den we headed nxt door. (like literally 4 steps) and had desert at burger king.
we were laughing like mad. damn a lot la.
we had ice cream too. and bread. -.- omg.
im so dead tired now and thr's freaking sch tmr.
omg, advertising & promotion. borinnggg to th max. urrgghh.
goodnight. chao. cheers. byebye. xoxo. love.
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YSunday, June 01, 2008
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it. What Tarot Card are You?
You are The Devil
Take the Test to Find Out.
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HOLLA EVERYBODY!
last night's party was awesommmeee.
was pretty upset at first cause everyone was late. stupid rain tts why.
HAHA. anws. they all came.
the pizza came two hours late?! -shocks
but th pizzas were sponsered by GF & NADDY. thanks guys!
jess bought my fave OREO CHEESECAKE!
its was damn cute, th whole cake was like a giant oreo! HAHAHA.
but we forgot to take a pic of it. -.-
we only took th leftoverssss.
HAHA. damn funny. hmmmmmmmmm.
th night got soooo much better!
me, elaine, mich & carol did some stupid cult dance thing. HAHA.
fucking funny. it was so enjoyable.
just a small party of a few. :)
geral n bay helped me out a lot!
they acc me thr earlier like crazy. HAHA.
when th music n th food came it wasnt so bad! :)
really enjoyed myself.
so we went hme tgt, all of us were talking rubbish la my god.
leon (jo's bf) - 'leonx'
jojo - 'jojox'
jessica - jessicax
mansurah - mansurahx
zerrica - zerricax
oli - olix
HAHA, its like u must be thr den itll be damn funny.
den we kept disturbing leon. LOL. damn funny.
we all went hme tgt, all in pairs.
leon & jo, gf & naddy, zerrica & aason (idk hw to spell!) and den me n jess. HAHA.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
i really loved my party . :)
carol & mich got me an awesome dickies bag!
jo & leon gave me 3 pairs of earrings n a tee!
jess gave me a volcom keychain/bottle opener!
gf gave me a victoria secrets boyshorts!
loveeddd ittt.
if u guys wanna see th pics go to my friendster yea! :)
its th album titled 'seventeen bday'
www.friendster.com/screamings
now i just need to save some money to get a pair of good bass earphones & a new mp3!
WWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;)
cheers!
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YSunday, May 25, 2008
- i seem to be all black and white...
hello all.
i just came back from meeting gangster. :)
stayed at geral's place last night. been long since ive met her.
my dear godsis. heehee.
den came bck , bathed ate whatsoever.
met gangster.
we went to our special place. HAHA.
talked and caught up.
we've nt seen each other for like 1/2 a yr! LOL.
can u imagine. so we really talked abt a lot of stuff.
IM REALLY GLAD I HAVE A FRIEND LIKE HIM. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
we're gonna meet up tmr to study.
tmr's th start of my new module. -.-
so we're gg to study.
alright, im on my way back to my healthy lifestyle.
been swimming n doing my regular workouts. yupp.
im gonna watch van helsing now. totally rocks.
HAHA.
chao.
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YFriday, May 23, 2008
Hello. sry. i didnt put how you could contact me.
Pls email me at candy_swirls_91@hotmail.com and put th subject as 'clothes'.
Meeting place woul be only held on the purple line.
which is punggol to harbourfront station. :)
cheers.
anw, today was alright.
planned and sent out invitations.
gonna have a small gathering. like real small.
but its nt confirmed yet.
heehee.
i am gg back to my healthy lifestyle.
it got screwed up when i was having exams cause i was so stressed i kept eating chocolate bars and other nonsense. haha.
so i went grocery shopping just now and bought apples, oranges, yogurt & bread.
did my new workout routine today.
and im gg swimmimg tmr.
yay to healthy living. goodbye! :)
cheers.
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Hey guys, im just having a lil 'spring cleaning' in my own closet. The clothes have not really been worn, some NEVER worn, other's less than 4 times.
So yea, pick what you like its all 50% off from the price i bought! :)
And my camera is down so i used my webcam, you can read the descriptions to knw more abt the material.
Cheers! :)
$15 - Long Sleeve Cotton Black Top! size : M
$16 - Drop Shoulder Black with Shimmery Gold top! size : M
$15 - Cotton Black Top! size : M
$18 - Blue Shirt Dress! size : M
$16 - Black & Red striped Dress! size : M
$15 - Black & White Dress! size : M
$42 - Avenged Sevenfold jacket! size : M
$16 - Striped Hoodie dress! size : M
front of Striped Hoodie Dress.
$24 - jeans! ( look like double jeans!) size : M
Back of jeans.
front of jeans.
$14 - Denim Skirt! size : S
$15 - Grey Skirt! size : M
$19 - White Dress! size : M
front of dress.
$16 - Crumpled Black Blouse! size : M
$14 - See Through Black Blouse! size : M
$17 - Red & Black Checkered Shirt! size : M
$15 - Rolling Stones Shirt! size : M
front of shirt.
$12 - Plain Black Tee size : M
$13 - Orangy Red Vintage Tee size : M
$14 - Flesh Imp Shirt! size : M (fitting)
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YWednesday, May 21, 2008
GOOD NEWS! jess( my cuz) got selected to film in the jack neo film 'money no enough part2' !!!!! omg. so happy for her please! :)
talking abt tt, i totally miss dance rehearsals!
everyone's like so busy with exams n work.
sigh. i wanna get back to dancing soon.
and yes, the days have been really weary for me.
it seems like forever.
i just finished studying for my paper tmr.
and my sister's fever is getting so bad.
like up n dwn. =S
talked to clara.
sigh, yea i guess so.
just let it go.
if they dont wanna tell me i cant do anything can i?
-life's about overcoming obstacles-
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hi. im on the verge of my death.
last few days mom was very sick. and she still is. high fever, cough, flu, dizziness.
so ystrday i woke up at 6 to fetch my sis to sch and all.
so this morning i had to do th same.
except , i woke my sister up by patting her head.
den, suddenly i felt heat.
i checked her forehead and it was burning like hell!
and so was her body n arms and even her feet.
i panicked. took th thermometer n took her temp.
39.1 ?!
so i woke mom up, we thought it was because she didnt on th fan for th night.
she said she was feeling cold tts why.
but she said she felt totally fine.
so we were thinking whether to let her go to sch or not.
den i was like, better be safe than sorry.
so we gave her panadol n put her to slp.
while everyone went bck to bed (my dad was sleeping through cause we didnt wanna wake him up), i went to th market to get breakfast.
yes, when i walked in, everyone stared at me cause i was the only 'young' person thr.
HAHA. weeeiirrrddd. den went back hme.
had my breakfast n went bck to slp.
nxt thing i knw it was 12. my sis was still sleeping (first time).
so i took her temp and it was 39.5?!
so started to sponge her with icy cold water.
panadol aft her lunch agn. but th fever still didnt go dwn.
so now, i just came bck from bringing her to th chinese doc.
her fever is so much better now. 37.5. whew.
but, both of them are like zombies. mom n sis.
omg, i cooked lunch n dinner ystrday.
i cooked lunch just now.
washed th dishes, yknw, wash clothes.
th housework stuff.
and i suppose i gotta cook dinner too.
so imma study now. tmr's my last paper. yay to that.
so there it is, my exciting 2-day story of my life.
and it hasnt ended yet.
oh did i mention, i marinated th meat n covered it with too much cornflour it was so crispy. oops.
cheers. bye. chao.
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