YSunday, August 27, 2006
urm, maybe i typed one whole long post,
and nw everythings gone.
okay fine, nvm.
anyway, clown, if ur reading this, sry bout today.
i knw u were tired and all but we still wanted to go to ur place,
and i was e one who suggested it. so im sry yea? =/
anyway, im nt getting better at all.
my medication's nt working, and im feeling frm bad to worse.
i feel like fuck shit la.
everyone keeps telling me, dun think like tt,
think positive.
dun they get it?!
its nt abt thinking!e prob is alr there!
no one understands me, to everyone its like, ohh,
depression, common la.
yah, its common, but do they knw hw it feels!?
does anyone care? does anyone listen?
NO, once they see me they jus keep talking bout their own stuff.
like, hello.
i . aah, fuck. forget it.
jus shut the fuck up la everyone.
jus shut e fucking hell up.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at