YSunday, August 27, 2006
went to do e project today.
aah, i totally felt like fuck. dosen anyone care.
clown was in a really bad mood today too, so i guess tt spoilt everyones mood.
but she didnt get a gd slp! duhh! off course she was in a bad mood.
den i think we irritated her when we said we wanted to go to her hse. (SRY CLOWN. =/)
anyway, saw frogg today, aft a mthn.
his depression seems to be getting worse.
mine too. my medications nt working.
appoinment is nxt week, agn. aah, boring.
im like so screwed up like fuck shit.
no one seems to understand. i need someone to listen.
LISTEN. nt talk and give me advice or wad fuck.
listen and understand.
but, oh well, i cant blame e ppl arnd me cause they dunno hw it feels like.
they think depression is a common thing, it is,
but there are diff types.
and unfortunately i belong to e serious side, and tts bad.
i dunno wad to do la seriously.
i wanna die.
i reeeally seriously wanna die.
im so miserable.
pls, someone, help me.
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