YTuesday, August 22, 2006
went to the counselling session today.
talked so much, and e counsellor was really nice.
she's a total great listener.
anyway, she wanted to put me in e hospital today,
but i said i cant, cause frogg's coming bck tmr, so maybe nxt week?
den i gt e letter to see e doc, im gonna get some medication..
she said its to help me control my emotions, mood swings, irritability and anti-depressent stuff.
i didnt realise hw serious it was until i talked to her and realised hw suicidal i am and stuff.
and obviously my mom is nt helping at all la.
so, maybe ill kill myslef before i go to e hospital?
maybe thurs, cause i wanna see frogg at least one last time.
i dunno, shall think abt it.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at