YMonday, August 14, 2006
aahh. im so fucked up lahh.
i dunno wad to do, i need to pass my final yr.
i dun wanna retain. but i jus have no interest in studying AT ALL.
what can i do? there's so much fucking thoughts in my mind,
i cant even sort it out myself, and so much fucking things are happening.
my dad, sigh, dun knw whether he can keep his job,
nt that he's unstable or wad, but we're jus really worried cause his age is catching up.
my mom's trying to make ends meet.
but e prob is ME. the counsellor wasnt in when my mom called e other time.
final yrs coming in like, less den 2 mthns?
hw do u expect me to cram e whole yrs work into 2 mthns?
obivously im gonna fail big time fuck right.
i dunno wad to do la, ive wanted to kill myself,
but ill miss my frens. im really lost.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at