YFriday, September 01, 2006
why is it so hard.
pls stop giving me false hopes.
i wanna lie and fall asleep on ur shoulder and never wake up..
why. do u really care for me by e actions tt u do?
false hopes, so much false hopes. pls tell me. jus let me knw e truth.
pls stop making me feel so confused, so happy, sad, so much thoughts.
i alr have enough troubles. pls tell me, do u love me or nt?
i really need to knw.
jus tell me pls. im begging u.
e amount of concern u show, and e way u CARE.
i care for u so much.
i CAN give u happiness.
but are u using me? do u really care?
or isit HER tt ur using me? i really need to knw.
so that i can give up.
but everytime i see u, my heart pounds so hard in my chest.
so hard tt i jus wanna hold u and nvr let go.
pls tell me cause i really need to knw.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at