YThursday, November 30, 2006
okay. life's really screwed up now.just came bck from con camp.
kinda sucked, but nice.
i keep having this urge to join it, but thr's smth pulling me bck.
like, totally wth la.
its like, i dunno whether i still love *him or nt.
it really sucks when u see other couples being so sweet tgt and alls.
like, wtf la. sigh.
i wanna scar my hair agn.
its like growing bck super fast la.
gt to get closer with my church frens more.
they're great ppl. =)
and i really hope i can get my life bck on track with their help and alls.
sigh. life's hard.
now just need to have a goal and alls.
but its like, so suppeerrrr fucked up la. wth.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at