YSaturday, January 27, 2007
great, now another problem just came up.
no wonder they were behaving so weirdly.
fuck it ok, seriously.
why is everything so fucked up, why cant everything be okay.
fuck, so i guess im just gonna fall back to my emo, self-hatred self agn.
so much for trying to change and be happy and everything.
seriously, wads thr to be happy abt?
i pray, nothing happens, i cry, nothing happens.
why? why must everything just get frm bad to worse.
might as well just die right, just bring the whoel goddamn family and jump off the building.
or we could like, take poison or drugs tgt or smth.
friends are screwed up, not what they seem to be.
fuck , just fuck al e shit arnd me.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at