YThursday, March 29, 2007
fuck, i hate it when ppl accuse me okay.
mrs soh scolded me and gf during eng, gf just bloody sneezed and it wasnt even me and she said it was me? wtf okay. i told her i wasnt e one but she keep saying its me.
hello? den nxt time when gf wanna sneeze she must say, ' i wanna sneeze!' isit?!
by e time e mucus alr dripping on her floor okay. fucker.
den she started shouting and she still can ask gf who is e one who shouted first, obviously gf will defend herself cause she's wronged wad right?! fuck.
den she turned to me and talked to me den she say are you listening? hello?
i just wanted to cry , so bad. i walked away. i just walked away right in front of her fucking face.
i went to e toilet and started crying like fuck, den gf and elaine came in.
and they climbed over my cubicle and saw me using e lighter to burn myself, den i cut myself and all.sigh, i didnt want to do it but i couldnt help it.
im just so sick and tired of everyone accusing me of things i didnt do.
im just so fucking sick. i wanna die.
maybe ill really form a sucide cult and kill myself or smth.. sigh.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at