YThursday, March 15, 2007
it isnt supposed to be like that.
your e ones whose supposed to accept me.
just because of friggin relatives ur afraid to show who i really am?
come on, i am who i am. dosen mean tt if i look like tt, i AM like that.
if u cant accept me, den just fuck off and leave me alone.
sigh, i dunno bout me these few days.
ive been confused and mixed up. and i keep feeling lonely and unwanted.
i mean ya, gf has a gf. but it seems like we're drifting apart.
its always like tt when she's attached. dun i mean anything to her at all?
sigh, i guess maybe she's just another fair-weather fren?
but i cant help but keep lamenting on my sorrows and all, its just too much for me to take anymore.
i think im gonna break dwn soon? or maybe ill just continue being like tt.
im happy with my life like tt. just stay like tt , PLEASE.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at