YTuesday, July 31, 2007
hmm, having mixed up feelings today..bad mood? good mood? hmm.dar's sleeping nw, he's damn tired. he went with me to e salon just now.did hair extensions! niceee mann. LOL.im so fucking broke now. and im still sick, damn it.flu, cough, throat infection, blah blah.everyone's getting it, its e damn weather la. fuck.dad's going bck today. but dun feel like sending him off.had a quarrel 2 nights bck.been kinda cold to parents. sigh, idk wad i want.its like, they just cant seem to understand n accept who i am.i mean, dosen mean my bf does things like tt means i will right?why cant they trust me? alwas spoiling my mood when i go out and wanna have fun.imma nightlife kinda person, cant they see tt?i mean, so many youngsters nowadays are like tt, we're NOT in YOUR TIME hello??like, must reach hme early and all, like, WAKE UP!tis is a fucking diff generation! urgh.i knw u n ur parents had a generation gap too.but the world is getting more complicated now.. more, WILD.geddit? u gotta understand tt mom and dad.u just gotta accept tt im not e goody-two-shoes kinda girl tt u want me to be.i mean, at least i have self-respect n all.im nt like those cheap fucking slutty girls tt u see.and just because i wear eyeliner dosen mean im like, dark or anything.its just my style. if u reall continue to force me like tt, ill really become wad u DONT WANT me to be.and i can feel it alr, i can feel myself changing to be a person ive nv thought i'd be..
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