YTuesday, July 10, 2007
i feel like crap.
i think i love you, but yet i dont wanna.
cause i dont think itll work out. its so surreal.
but yet, sigh. idk. idk wtf is wrong with my life.
maybe im just a useless screwed kid. i should just fucking kill myself. fuck.
stayed over at geral's place agn last night.
we were talking bout shit and alls. damn funny.
den went to sch like, alomost late? and i almost died cause of my fucking sinus. urgh.
aft recess was a lil better. luckily.
den aft sch went to meet mom at vivo and all.
had a talk and den dad n sis joined us.
den went to meet kiko, yiping and, oops. i forgot wads e other girl's name. LOL.
yea. met them for dinner n alls. quarelled with my mom before tt.
urgh, i dun think e talks help. oh well, its not e first time.
I LOVE YOU. BUT IM AFRAID TOO..
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at