YMonday, July 30, 2007 Ive been feeling like fuck lately.almost went to e hospital tt night, dar wanted to bring me thr but i managed to calm dwn aft godma n godpa came over. dun knw wad overcame me.anyway, thnk you dar. =)fell sick ystrday at dar's hse. he cooked noodles for me n i fell asleep while watching tv.brought me to the room and slept. we totally dozed off la!LOL. we woke up when dar's mom called. told us to go dwn n collect smth.den dar's dad called n asked me if he was fine. sigh, worried for him la.went dwn n dar wasnt really happy with his mom still i guess. ohh well.dar's mom drove me hme and we talked abt how to help him n all.she really cares abt him. yupp.dar's dad wanted to bring us out for dinner, but i was sick. so too bad. LOL.am going to the doc's soon. sigh. feeling crappy. goodbye. i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at Monday, July 30, 2007 .