YTuesday, August 21, 2007
fuck.
i cried, again.
why cant u just gimme a fucking answer!
i hate you. i hate you for hurting me so much. and dun come and tell me u cant do anything abt it, tt i HATE you.
cause its u who made me hate you, and love you agn. and now YOUR the one making me hate you.
its all ur fault! u understand?! its all ur damn fucking fault!
idk why im crying okay! i just love you so much but idk why!
ur bad points are so much more den ur good points!
im nt some ordinary girl u can play arnd with okayy!
u fucking understand?
cant u just be serious? like wad u said in e start?
or was it all just a lie? even to ur mom n dad?
HUH! tell me la! just fucking tell me!
wads ur fucking problem!
fuck you okay, fuck it.
i love you so much okay, ppl say u love me a lot.
but wads e use!
PROVE IT LA!
JUST FUCKING PROVE IT!
WHY CANT U JUST DAMN FUCKING PROVE URSELF!
WHY!! WHY! FUCK OKAY, WHY!
idk why e hell im crying.
im crying as im typing this. its so fucking fucked up.
cant u just give me a fucking damn bloody answer!
and u still have e cheek to talk to me like tt!
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
URGGGHHHHH!
-stabs
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