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GAZETTE

RUKI

didnt go hme ystrday.

stayed over. =)))

im so depressed now. my bf just said im FAT n UGLY. (complexion).

sigh, i guess i wasnt really meant to be born into this world. ='/

life's hard and suckish.

sometimes i think whether my bf really loves me. =/

idk, maybe he should go find someone THINNER n PRETTIER.

now he just called me a BASTARD. -.-

i have sucha a 'great' bf.

anyways, carrots birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARROT!!! =)))) xoxoxoxo

yupp, we're supposed to celebrate today, but most cant make it.

anyway, MY BF'S MAKING FUN OF ME AGN!!!!!!!!!!! -dies - faints - stabs.

last night we went to buy stuffs to eat.

heheh, felt like we just move in like tt. HAHAHAH!

so messy and alls. =)))

ate and ate and ate. drank. smoke.

in short = EAT , SLEEP, DRINK, SMOKE. (repeated agn n agn)

psssst, this is requested by my bf. HAHAHAHAH!

anyway, im still here, rotting, listening to my bf insult me.

idk whr im going today. hmmm.

maybe just die? or should i stayover again?????

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

good mood today.

my bf's cutting my hair now. =)

shall give u all some AWESOME photos to look at.

ENJOY!! =))))

i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at Saturday, August 04, 2007 .