YSunday, August 19, 2007
im happy.
i did smth really stupid.
cars n lights in front of me, clown shouting. all e screaming n confusion.
ive finally woken up. i have. its time to be happy. like i ALWAYS was.
its time to be e real olivia.
its not an overnight change, but its e real me.
the inner me tt was blocked by material things, love, anger & hatred.
are all these worth my happiness? no. they're not.
life is for us to live to the fullest. so why waste it?
why throw it away because of someone whom u love so much, but its not returned? not treasured? not appreciated?
its not worth it.
so peeps. its time for e REAL olivia. the olivia whom uve nvr seen before. ITS TIME FOR E REAL ME. =))
CLOWN, I THNK YOU SO VERY DEARLY. FOR WAKING ME UP.
I APPRECIATE IT A LOT. THNK YOU FOR BEING THR.
EVEN WHEN I ALMOST GT HIT BY SO MANY CARS.
U WERE STILL THR, AFTER ME. CARING, CONCERNED.
LIKE WAD A TRUE FRIEND DOES. =)
AND YES, EVEN IF I LOST ALL MY FRIENDS. ILL BE HERE TOO.
TT LINE MEANT SO MUCH TO ME WHEN U SAID IT.
ILL ALWAYS TREASURE IT IN MY HEART. =)
CHEERS TO YOU CLOWN. =)
WITH LOTS OF LOVE. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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