YMonday, August 06, 2007
okay ppl, feeling damn fucking sick today.almost fainted. too damn fucking hot.dar's sleeping nw. he is like, sooooo tired.gonna start work tmr. lets hope it all goes smoothly and i dun screw up big time.im coughing n coughing like and i dunno why it wun seem to go away.fever keeps fluctuating. damn fucking shit.hmm, baby's sleeping so soundly.cant bear to wake him up cause we gotta meet clown ,she wants to pass him some stuffs.idk wad i wanna do with sch.i mean like ms teo just texted me agn saying tt alvina wants me to touch up my artwork tmr.but i mean like, HELLO?? for wad, im nt even going to sch anymore.fuck. i hate it when ppl keep forcing me.its nt tt i dun wanna go okay!i have to work to feed myself!does it LOOK like i have any fucking time to study?cant stand it u know.
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