YThursday, August 23, 2007
sighh.
i guess this is it. it ends tonight.
its over. i cant believe it. all those empty promises u made.
all those times whr u told me u love me. it was all a LIE.
fake. nothing but a lie. im hurt, and u dun care.
wad are u thinking? i deserve better than this.
and wad u treated me just like wad i deserved in the START/PAST.
why has it all gone? just like tt.
i guess it wasnt real aft all. it wasnt real all along.
u dont love me.
im so tired, tired of trying so hard.
all i need is u to shower me with love bck.
isit THAT hard?
love starts with one, but it would end if e other one dosen make an effort!
dun u get it? u cant just keep saying u love me but not do anything.
but now, u dun even say u love me.
cant u see tt i need you? i need YOU to get me through the day.
idk, i really dun knw wad you want.
but i just wun hangon to a r/s tts without love!
idk, im just so hurt by you. i have to let go.
i would only give u another try if u promise it wun end up this way again..
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at