YTuesday, August 21, 2007
u used to tell me u love me.
u would call me BABY everytime u answered.
u would tell me u love me in every sentence.
u showed me u love me, u made me feel tt u loved me.
u told me you would kiss me in e rain, u hugged me so tightly..
ur kisses were warm. but nw, their gone.
cant u see tt i need u right now? i need YOU to get me through e day. i miss you.
love starts with one and it ends with the other one, why do u wanna end it?
u tried so hard, i tried so hard. we both did try hard.
and nw ur letting go?
it was all a lie wasnt it? an act u put up.
idk why u did so , but uve hurt me so much. im starting u hate you. AGAIN.
more den how i did before. this is the beginning of a nightmare, i can feel it.
one day im gonna forget ur name. and one sweet day, YOU'RE gonna drown in my lost pain.
if u loved me, u would be here with me. you would want me, hold me, come find me.
can u pls make up ur mind? you lied.
u LIAR. ur sucha LIAR and uve hurt me. I HATE YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU.
i cant hide e emptiness inside of me, i dun wanna slp alone.
im afraid, afraid of being lonely.
i forgived u time and time agn. anything is better than to be alone.
i guess it all wasnt real. it was all a lie.
u LIED tt u LOVED me didnt you? u LIED. and it fucking HURTS.
when i saw u lying thr, sleeping.
do u knw how badly i wanted to go over and hug you?
just to cry in ur arms.
to show u how much i love you.
but i thought, wad use would it be?
u dun care anyway, u would scold me everytime u see me cry.
have u ever been thr for me? hugged me? or gave me a shoulder to cry on?
i can believe you. your so cruel to me.
so cruel.
i hate you. i fucking hate you so much.
i cant even hug my own bf cause im afraid ill get pushed away?
i wake up in a dream, frozen with fear. with all ur hands on me, i cant scream..
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at