YSaturday, August 25, 2007
woke up at 2 plus today.
was a rough night for me last night. again.
sighh.
went out with gor gor, mark & some orange shirt guy, forgot his name.
went to town to walk n alls, cause wasnt feeling so good.
den saw jess n belle. so excited! we like all missed each other la i guess.
den aft tt i went to join them, janna n li jun came along.
and belle brought a fren who was a police officer. i was like, wtf?
maybe im like underage n im like smoking in front of him?
jess too mann LOL. damn funny. we were talking abt balls for sale.
damn retarded.
den went to gor's hse. supposed to watch movie, but no mood.
so bought heineken to drink.
nw at aunt rose's hse..
sigh, its 2am and i cant slp.
am feeling like shit. just found out he hasnt slept for 2 days.
so he's sleeping now. idk if we've officially broken up.
but yea, idk. maybe this is a test for him agn to ask himself whether he really loves me?
cause he's reallly diff from e start.
not so sweet n loving anymore.
ohh well, im nt feeling too good. been crying.
im so hurt.i just wanna go out and get away frm everything's tts happening.
im so upset. i still haven gave him his present i made with all my heart. ='(
my tears flow like a stream..
idk, were they lies?
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at