YThursday, September 06, 2007
fuck. i fucking feel like crying okay.
the surge of disappointed is too overwhelming.
idk why, everytime i see ppl. so loving. why? why couldnt we just stayed like tt.
i hate you. do you knw tt u hurt me so much.
i treasured you with all my heart, and u went away.
idk think u'll ever come back.
I STILL LOVE YOU.
today was a totally fattening day.
this is wtf i ate :
-mc wings(x2) > 782 kcals
-medium fries > 320 kcals
-coke > 190 kcals
-malt candy(x2) > dunno hw many million kcals!?
-apple dippers > 30 kcals
-apple pie > 260 kcals
estimated = 2000 kcals ?!?!
-shocks. im am so fat. im so fucking fat i cant take it.
its killing me. gonna start working out soon.
isnt this wad we were supposed to be?
till death should do us apart. but no.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at