YMonday, September 10, 2007
last night was horrible.
idk wad overcame me.
i just had the sudden urge to talk to him, run into his arms and cry.
and i thought it was still possible until i found out smth.
thnk you clown for telling me e truth, ur a great friend.
now i knw wad i mean to him.
went out with clown today.
watched 1408. was a cool show.
but nt really horror though, didnt really scare me. LOL.
den walked arnd, smoked, den i went to meet kiko at her place.
her mom is mad, she keeps screaming for nothing.
den akira passed me e ciggs, i was like stoning, den i saw a pack of ciggs wave in front of my face.
haha, he must have thought im mad or smth.
and yes, now im hme.
sighh. feeling so pathetic cause life is just a plain piece of fucking shit.
here's my intake today.
a bottle of pink dolphin : 130kcals
double cheeseburger : 419kcals
ice cream : 179kcals
popcorn : 480 kcals
total : 1208 kcals.
not baddd! =))
THIS IS THE END OF ME, GOODBYE.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at