It's all hidden.

very bad mood today.

so confused and everything. just feel like dying.

went to 'SHO-U' restaurant to eat at central with parents.

den saw james working at his shop, said hi.

den rushed off to watch hairspray.

zac efron so so fucking hot to the max.

den came hme and all. jiemei came over for awhile.

idk wads wrong with me today.

i think im not gonna eat or drink anything from today onwards.

im feeling very very horrid n im gonna die.

i just feel like giving up on everything.

i hate him for doing these things to me.

i hate him but i love him because he cared, and he loved me.

wads wrong with me.

i dun wanna eat, i dun wanna drink anymore.

life is like total fucking crap w/o him.

he's my love, my life, my everything.

and now tt he's gone.

i guess its all over...

i knw, wtf.

i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at Sunday, September 09, 2007 .