YTuesday, January 01, 2008
hello 2008. this year is gonna be a shit year.
haha. -.- well, i just found out some very unpleasant news today.
guess wad, my 'love' (sarcasm) got a new love! hahaa. cool right?
well, thnks jo for letting me know how screwed my life is.
i dont blame no one though, i was born to be a screwed kid.
all along i thought tt he was the one. i guess not.
this is my... 5th time getting hurt?
consecutively, in a row.wow. so much for e promises tt u wun hurt me like the rest.
in the end u hurt me the most. thnks . (sarcasm agn) what a great new year huh.
still say tt u wanna spend new yrs with me?
and tt u still wanna stay best friends with me n meet me n all?
HAH. MAJOR BULLSHIT. mother fucker.
i hate my fucking life maybe i should really think abt wad i said, GO SELL MY BODY AT GEYLANG OR SMTH.
yupp, i was thinking abt tt. just be a slut and slp arnd?
welllllllllll.my friends are all gonna leave me if i did tt.well, wads e diff?
everyone arnd me is leaving alr.wads e point of going on isnt it?
hmmm. xmas eve was good, xmas was no good.den it was good agn until e 29th. -.-
den now new yr. wad?WOW!!!!!! i found out smth tt makes me wanna kill myself even more.sighh.
its time for oli to go soon.
how should i do it?drown myself? hang? jump? cut? hmmm. shall think abt it for awhile..
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at