YTuesday, January 08, 2008
last night was. ---
today was. --- too.
geddit? no words to describe how i felt.
felt so horrible and still am.
okay, the test was positive.
but e prob is, my friend said tt clearblue is nt accurate cause her friend tested 10 times.
but when she went to e clinic they said she was preggers n tt clearblue is a cheat.
it showed negative today.
but like, why do i keep having all these symptoms?
ive gt food poisoning before n gastric flu n all. it wasnt like tt.
well, i gotta go find job den get pay n go for a checkup myself.
if its before 2 months at least i can abort it. which will really hurt me. ='(
but i cant think like tt! jess said i will attract my fears!
so i cant think like tt.
IM NT PREGGERS.
gor ah, why u go and tell him.
tskk, i said my own matters ill settle myself right?
it was foolish of me to give myself to him i guess. idk.
ppl make mistakes. i learnt frm this one.
and yes, i still haven forgave you. but it dun matter anymore dun it. hah.
well. seems like uve moved on.
im moving on too. it think.
going to my weekly spine treatment tmr.
aft tt maybe going to sentosa with jess. =)
hmmm. need to change my lifestyle alr. teehee.
I LOVE MY CUZZIES!!!
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