YSunday, March 02, 2008
yes. the feeling is back agn.
feeling of frustration and angst. idk wassup with me today.
feeling dwn & all. everyone seems to be doing well.
i mean, maybe. but at least they seemed okay.
i was trying my best nt to show my emotions today.
i hope no one noticed. but yea, it sucked.
i miss my cousins and now tt im working its really fucked.
i wont have time anymore. (nt tt im always out when i do)
but ya, it sucks.
thr's an outing tmr but apparently u wont be able to go because my mom's gotta go to th office in e morn, and i gotta fetch my sis frm sch.
and i have work at 6. so itll be really rushing n all.
if only my family was better off,
den my mom wouldnt have to work part time,
i wouldnt have to work part time,
i dun need to fetch my sister,
den i wun be so fucked,
den i wouldnt have commited a crime,
den i wouldnt have probation,
den i could go out whenever, wherever.
its fucked. yes, i screwed up my own life thank you very much.
attended zac's bday today. was a blast?
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at