YWednesday, June 04, 2008
sometimes the smallest things tell everything.
you think that your best friend(s) is everything.
ppl drift away from you like crazy,
and when they have nothing, they come back to you saying that your the truest friend ever.
like, duhh you'll say that. cause im always there when u have no one.
but when everything's back to norm, you dont give a shit.
im sick & tired of all these crap.
im sick and tired of tolerating ppl's shit and making myself so miserable.
ive decided to let go.
ive realised these are the ppl that are pulling me down.
dosen it make sense? your happy - you forget me, your sad - you come to me.
and i stupidly was there for you guys even though i knew it was wrong & stupid.
now ive learnt, not to be used.
goodbye past. im starting anew.
today was awesome.
aft 12pm i mean, cause i has sch n all. HAHA.
my bday is today! yes, th actual day. :) woke up to lovely many many text messages on my phone! thanks yall.
met jo aft sch for some job interview thing, we're trying out this sat.
den went to vivo, ate subway. talked abt sad stuff. - earthquake, cyclone.
we just dont know how lucky we are until we sit dwn and actually think.
den met mom n sis, supposed to watch speed racer, but no tiks. LOL.
so we walked arnd, bought some organic stuff for my face n body.
its made from the dead sea in israel! damn ex mann th stuff.
jo bought some too.
den we walked arnd awhile more and went to bakerz inn to eat.
had cakes and macaroons & coffee. talked and all.
sat for quite awhile.
left, jox met leonx. haha.
den dad joined me mom n sis.
shopped awhile, had dinner at a french restaurant (fre(N)ch) or smth its called.
LOL. food = yummmmyyyyyy.
yupp, good food makes me happy.
now its time to workout! hahahaha.
i thought love was only found in fairytales. told you a secret at